Thursday, December 22, 2011

Sadness --'

Assalamualaikum , sayangsku !

Dengan Nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasih . Alhamdulillah atas nikmat iman + islam . Semoga diampunkan dosa kedua ibubapa + muslimin muslimat .

Hmm . Aku perempuan . Punya hati yang sangat lembut . 
Hmmm . Aku seharian nangess jeee hari nie . why3 ? 
Kan aku da kasi tauu , hatii aku lembut sngt . Sikit-sikit nangess , sikit-sikit nanges . hadoii . Tak laratt daa . huhh . Tp nk buwat canee , dy keluar sendiri  -..-
Maybe nati kuar air mate darah baru dy nak berhenti kut . Aku nak tanye something boley ? Kenape ek orang susah nak paham perasaan aku ? kenape ? Dy memang takkan pernah paham dgn perasaan aku . Aku tak layak tuk dicintai n mencintai . Im sorry sayang ! For everything wut i've done to you ! Memang kita ditakdirkan tuk tidak bersame kan ? takpe . Im try to be strong just for you . Kita tak bersame un xpe , asal awak bahagia tanpa saya . Tapi , saya akan tunggu sampai kita ditakdirkan bersame kembali syg . Saya akan tunggu awak hingga hujung waktu saya . Saya janjii awak ! Saya sayang awak ! Cinta saya hanya tuk awak ~
Saya daa banyak bersabar dengan perangai awak selame nie .. Awak tak pernah nak menghargai cinta saya kan ? kan awak ? kan kan ? Hmm -..- Nape airmata aku asyik kuar ? Maybe cuz tadii kut . Dy text aku camtuuu . Aku sedihhh . Kei lah ! Stakat nieh dulu yee , baby ? Wanna continue my work . *work la sangat kan* . mueheheeh . bubyeee . muahss .


Lots of lovee , MAYA's ><

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

AirMata :'(

  orang tak pernah tahu , dan tak pernah paham maksud setitik airmata itu jatuh :'(


manusia ? punye deria rasa , bisa menangis , bila ketawa .
manusia ? punye hati dan perasaan , punye rasa cinta
apa manusia pernah untuk menangis sekadar berseronok ?
tiada manusia yang sebodoh itu
manusia bisa menangis kerana ada sesuatu yang telah menyakitkan
wanita ? ialah victim yang selalu terkena
mereka yang berhati lembut , mereka yang patut kite hargai
kerana ianya manusia yang sangat lemah
tapi insan yang bernama LELAKI sering melakukan
apa tidak pernah merasakan sakit sehingga mengeluarkan airmata ?
LELAKI tidak pernah mengerti =(
aku adalah insan yang selalu menjadi mangsa cinta
hati aku sering dipermainkan
kejamnye cinta sehingga menyiksa aku sebegini rupa
kita bisa menutup kesedihan kita demi melihat orang lain bahagia
tapi apa orang sanggup berbuat demikian demi kita ?
SAY NO ! tak pernah terjadi , kerana mereka tiada ape2
hati , perasaan kita , mereka memperlakukan benda yang sangat tak ternilai
oh god  , seikhlas aku aku menyatakn , aku tersiksa ='(                                     

Lots of lovee , MAYA 's :)

Monday, December 19, 2011

Pariss , waitt for mee !! :)(:

Huwoooho ~
see my titlee . 
PARIS ?? auwhaa . Jyeahhh !
my cita² nak pegi sane nt lps SPM ~ 
muehehheheh . I must go there ! I wish I can ~
Da lamee nk pegii sanee , tp xdpt . tp , inshaAllah one day i can go there !
after my SPM maybee . wanna live there with someone i love

                                                Jyeahh ! Just waitt for me , sayang !
                                                   We'll meet someday ! ohhhyeah !


                                                             Someday i will :

                                                             # fall in lovee
                                                             # go shopping
                                                             # drink coffee
                                                             # get lost 
                                                             # have FUN

                                                            in Paris !!  

                                          Yeahhhh ! i wanna go here , oneday ! auwww :* 

Lots of lovee , MAYA's ><

Such a Boring Tuesday -..-

Heyy dear . 
watchaa duim ? muehehhee . boringg nieh tauu . 
aku rinduu die babe ! pless laa . i miss his hugs n kisses :(
i dont know when can we meet again . hmm . 
miss him like crazyy woot . InshaAllah tomollow we'll meet .
butt , akuu gadohh nan dy . hmm . 


                                                      
                                                    I miss HIM & I wanna hugs him . 
                                                                  :: AMAN ::  


                                          
                                                    I am missing someone ritee now .
                                                    It is like part of me has been lost .
                                                    but I cant do anything 
                                                    because in my absence 
                                                    he found his happiness .. 





                                                          Sayangss ? 
               I miss your sweet kisses . ohh . when can u kiss me again like before ? 
                                           KISSSS MEEE , PLEASEEE !! :'( 


 


                                                           I need a hug , baby ! :'(


Lots of lovee , MAYA's  ><

SPM wo0o0ott ~



Assalamualaikum ..
haihh . tggl 2 weeks jee lg da nk msuk '2012' woot . hmm . 
semakin hari semakin berdebar laa . tkutt woot nk exam next year nie . 
hadoii . study un gituu2 je . tsyn tak start lagii . aaarrghhhhhh !!!
nak cover yg f4 n f5 prlukan bnyk masa woihh . bkn senang , haduiyyla .
mustt start from now , baby ! Jyeahhh ! STUDY HARDD ! *ckp sjee, tp tetap malass* .
canee ek nak buang sifat 'MALAS' niehh ? huh . susaaa ! ".." 
kene tanamkan azam nieh da nk msuk tahun baruu . 
muehhehee . i must make my parents proud of me , InshaAllah . 
coz dorang nk hntr haku kt oversea . miahahah . mmg cita2 akuu nk p sane . 
i hope my dreams come true :) 




I wanna wishh GUDLARK to all my dearest friends for spm . I wish , we all success in this exam . InshaAllah , sayangss ! muehehee . but , studyy hardd larr . :) hehe . Make our parents proud of us . occays ?? Do the best among the best yeahh ? i know u can do it . aminn . 
will miss you all shoo much ! Dedicated to my sweetest friend (zainabs) , my sayangs² (smia) . All the best yehh , baby ? miahaha . 


Lots of hugs&kisses , MAYA's  ><



Sayanggg , pleaseee !! :'(

  Perghhhhh ~ 


   
 Heyyyy guys .watchaa duin ? muehehe . im here wanna update my blog . uknow wt i will talk about ? hmm . mybe about LOVE . i dont know wt i'll say . im just sad , sad n sad ~ Aku sedih sebab dy kott . Dy laen sekarang , dy daa berubah babe . :( Dy daa cam dluu lagi . Dy dlu , sweet romanticc ohh . Aku rinndu dy dlu . Biar awax len pum skrang , tp sy tetap sayangg awax ~ Saya tau saya niee sapee kan . takpee la . asalkan awax bahagiaa , syg .


I never let you go, because in the back of my mind, I still believe that someday we'll get our second chance.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Lots of Lovee , MAYA's :)

Thanks shoo muchh , sayangg :)

Thank you so much , babyy …
  • for coming into my life.
  • for bringing out the best in me.
  • for all the times you made me feel special.
  • for all the sweet things you say and do for me.
  • for sharing your love with me.
  • for your time.
  • for the smiles and the laughter.
  • for being the person that you are.
  • for being my best friend.
  • for making me feel safe.
  • for taking care of yourself.
  • for taking care of me.
  • for respecting me.
  • for allowing me to be myself.
  • for accepting me for who I am.
  • for making me feel alive.
  • for making me happy.
  • for making me complete.
  • for giving meaning to my life.
  • for making me a part of your life.
  • for teaching me how to love this much.
  • for loving me the best way you know how.
  • for allowing me to love you.
  • for not letting go.
  • for staying in my life.
I don’t know why I love you… I can’t explain it, all I know is that I love you completely with all my heart… I love you not because of what you’ve given me or what you’ve done for me… but because I just do.

Lots of Lovee , MAYA's .